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Bill Pearson's avatar

Interesting read David and as i get closer to the end, i find my self questioning how i have lived my life. Funny, because when i was younger, most of that mattered not. Life got in the way, of my spirituality and understanding one day i would drop dead.

Not completely though, with my sobriety in 1976 i did find a higher power. For most that means little; for many of us who stayed sober, it was at the essence of our fight to change and grow. The goal was invariably to become a better version of who and what we were as drunks. Not a very high bar.

It's good to believe in something. There-in is the problem. Just for curiosity i searched the number of religions on the earth. The Google answer; 10,000 distinct religions. Is there a real one? A right one? A better one? Or, is there at the very core of them is the goal to become a better person?

When my dad was dying in the emergency at the hospital, we were gathered around him, including a Catholic priest who had just given him his last rights. The doctor had told us there was nothing he could do and just let him go. He sat up and clear as a bell he looked at all of us and asked, "am i in heaven?" We said no, he laid back down and never said another word.

Nope, not reading anything into it other than he had converted to Catholicism as a teenager and found sobriety in his later years. I suspect both gave him comfort in death. If there is to be any solace in death, the peace of mind from finding religion (no matter which one) or serenity in my case might just be the best thing about believing in something beyond the here and now.

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Tracy Berman's avatar

What a wonderful surprise I received this morning when I opened my inbox and saw this article! David, thank you so much for sharing this! I enjoyed the video as well and was in awe of Dr. Smotherman‘s story! I could go on and on sharing stories from my own family/friends of supernatural experiences that defied explanation. That definitely encourages all of us to “check ourselves“ every day to make sure that we are walking right with the Lord Jesus.

Much love to you guys today!

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